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Well my lovely readers because of my fantastic beginning and the slowing of weight loss to the point of weight gain (+2 lbs this time!) I am now for the next two and a half weeks going to be on nothing but slim fast/protein bars and shakes as well as doing the work out routines like P90x, hip hop abs, Just Dance 3, Tae Bo etc. I am of course not going to waste my fruit that I have now so I don’t let them rot, and with the Jillian Micheals shakes for a meal it says to add fruit as well. So for the moment I am doing shakes and soups. Cream soups, tomato soup etc.
Oh and I used Avon smoothing shampoo, conditioner and serum this morning and blow dried my hair and oh lord is it strait. This is a pretty amazing feet in itself, because my hair doesn’t get strait for nothing.
*sigh* I can’t sleep for crap so I am getting off here to read a bit maybe watch another episode of Bones….

I’m not sure what is going on with me lately. I think its because the when the front door got broken, and the screen was there over a weekend were the weather is getting colder and colder. Hey it is almost offically autumn here people! I am coming down with something. That and the random cramps on my left side have gotten me wondering what is going on. Thankfully I have done my homework for the week and turned it in. I’m so tired that I couldn’t even begin to look up life insurance quotes online which I should probably do since the flood happened, I got reminded of my fragile mortality. While I’m at it I should probably remind my father to look up burial insurance at BurialInsurance.org.

It sucks because I have no money to vitamins over the counter or other wise, and if this pain keeps up in my left side I may end up in the ER tonight. Lets hope not. I hate doctors. Ironic I know, since I have to go down to Danville soon (if I can get there) for the nutrition  class for gastric bypass. This is yet another reason for a life insurance quote since gastric bypass is no joke.

Well, I got in contact with the emergency on call doctor at the counseling center and talked to them last night about my fears with the depakote. They eased my fears and said to call back today if I had any issues, which I did. I was up ALL night long because the medicine made me oddly hyper. So I called and left a message for the on call nurse to call me back, which she JUST called. So everything is fine and they are willing to work with me and they understand my fears and insecurities with taking the medication after so long with out it.

I’m also doing paid blogging, to help out with bills, I know that most of you don’t like to read blogs that are hosts to paid blogging, but I assure you that I will have them in a category so you can skip over them. But this is my blog and I can do with it what I will.

I’m thinking about catching up on Degrassi: The Next Generation then either working on the projects I have in mind. The ‘Fest starts today, and lasts until Saturday and I have no money to go, so its kind of worthless to even walk down. And considering the down people here now, I doubt I’ll go unless I have company.

I’m sitting here listening to Christmas music, (Why, YES, Karyn the witch listen’s to Christmas music.) And I’m sitting here wanting it to be Christmas morning so bad! Mostly because after this Christmas, my boyfriend is going to be moving in with me. Last year I didn’t even want Christmas to come around, I didn’t feel it. This year? I made two batches of Peppermint bark which I’ve gotten pretty good at btw.

I can not wait to hold my boyfriend in my arms and know that for the first time in 11 years everything is going to be alright and we’ll be just fine. I haven’t bought any presents but I do plan to save up and get my Mom something super special.  But I have to save up for it. I had wanted to get my Dad an Ipod filled with Beatles song’s but that Beatles songs along were $150. So yeah its kind of bad.

I have to make a doctor’s appointment after the holidays. My fingers are tingling like none stop and its starting to be painful and really annoying. Not only do I have to do school work but with me liking to sketch and  crochet its getting to be a huge pain in the ass. UGH!

With that and a wicked work induced hang nail my hands are hurting all the time. So its off to the doctors I go.