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On Friday I woke up to ‘Karyn you’re bed is here!’ from my elder sister. I was excited. Only it wasn’t just my bed, it was my book Awakened by the P.C. Cast and Kristen Cast. The DBT handbook as well as the toyI ordered from Eden Fantasys. The bed I got was a storage bed from Walmart and the  6 inch spa memory foam mattress. Let me tell you it is HEAVEN. I really had a good night sleep last night, well except for the whole dreaming about my ex. But when I lay down on it, its amazing because it contours to fit my body. I FEEL so much better when I wake up. And I’ve been feeling so run down and basically just getting sick.  But when I lay down on this mattress its like sleeping on a cloud.

The book I’m reading is pretty amazing too. I LOVE the house of night series.

Last Saturday I went out to get the mail, in my usual bare feet get up.. I know not smart but being a PA girl -you get used to the cold weather and its literally maybe three feet from my front door. Anyway, there was the usual envelope there with my name on it from the school. I knew it wasn’t time for the paper work to be coming in and sure enough I opened it up to a $500 check. I had the weekend to really think about what I wanted to spend it on, since my taxes are going to be good this year. Mostly because of finally getting my school form. Well after waking up sore a few days in a row I finally decided to buy a new bed and mattress. I’ve been sleeping on a box spring and futon mattress and was going to wait until after the big out of state move, but since I am having no luck with finding a place I just broke down and bought a bed. Its a storage bed with a memory foam mattress coming too. I am super excited about this. I’ve been wanting a new bed for some time now. With some of my tax money I’m going to get a bed in a bag too. Probably something from k-mart but whatever!

So I pulled an all nighter last night writing. I am so freaking proud of myself! I went from having 30 some pages in my novel to 5o+ pages! I plan on trying to get this book published by the end of the year.  I am going to try to draw the cover the book myself this time instead of letting someone else design it. I wasn’t all that happy with my book cover the last time. I’m really trying to keep my school work caught up and write as well. And so far so good. Now if I could just keep my addiction to web comics under control…. Questionable Content and Som Pos has become a new favorite of mine again. I need to figure out how Queen of Wands ended as well….

Everyone has fantasies. Mine anymore thanks to sore muscles is a good massage. Possibly a good candle lit massage with this sexy man I know. EdanFantasys offer a variety of candles that when melted can be used as massage oil. This one is tempting to get because when things get hot and heavy it becomes edible so licking is alright.

I have this fantasy of walking into the bedroom and have it filled with candles and rose petals. Rose petals however are expensive but the A bed of roses deluxe kit looks so interesting and its not all that expensive either. I might just have to tell the boy about that one so we can have some fantasy time…

This is a first for my boyfriend and I. We’ve never wanted or needed the extra props in the bedroom, or well other places. Its not that we are bored with each other, we want to explore different area’s of interest. I love to trace his tattoos with my fingers to help me memorize them, and since they are years old tracing them in chocolate sounds amazing!

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