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Describe in detail the goals you have for the month of August. List at least 5.

1. Complete this month of class with an A average. Do my work, and work hard, don’t half ass it.
2. Go through all of the extra crap around here and divide it into catagories, of trash, keep, sell, donate. I have way to much stuff and this is going to be important if I’m ever going to keep my house clean.
3. Organize. Find a place for everything and keep returning that thing to that place so I no longer loose things. Go through the toys I’ve got and throw away any I don’t like, don’t use, or are uncomfortable with.
4. Learn at least one new recipe. I loved the spaghetti I made last night and would like to do more things like that.
5. Loose 5 lbs. If I loose 5 lbs try for 5 more.

I’m really hoping that I can pull through with this list. I’ve been meaning to get this place organized, but in all honesty, it over whelms me and I give up. But I’m determined! I’ve come to a newly found peace with things. If its in the past, I can’t change it, so no sense in dwelling, re-hashing shit nor holding a grudge. Whatever has happened I take responsibility for and wish everyone from my past well. I accept that there are a lot of people that are no longer in my life, for good or bad reasons, but there are reasons just the same. My final goal is to keep this peace going and to no dwell on the drama others may bring. What they do, is on them. I can listen, but I don’t have to make it affect me personally. They are adults and can fend for themselves. If someone doesn’t accept your apologies or continues to hold whatever grudge that’s on them. The grudge they keep will be eating them from the inside out, not me. I release all the bad and seek out the good, the beautiful and the note worthy. For the first time in my life I am happy. I am beyond content… I’m happy. I’ve found my niche and all those other’s don’t matter any more.

I am only 26 which means that I am still young enough to remember Zoog Disney. Do you remember that? One of the shows that I adored was So Weird. the show was based around Fi a young girl who was on the road with her rockstar mother who was doing a come back bar tour. Her brother Jack was also there along with her roadie family and their two sons, Clu and I can’t remember the other one’s name. Well it becomes clear that the supernatural world have it out for Fi, considering where ever she goes supernatural shit follows. Then theres the death of her father that is very mysterious. Fi left the show and was replaced by Alexz Johnson who later went on to play Jude Harrison of Instant Star.

Fi, in the show had her own webpage and blog. It was so freaking cool for the time (Late 90′s around the time Bolt was super popular.) with a section for videos, a blog, pictures, stuff about the paranormal. I remember thinking that I so wanted a blog like that, I wanted my own website to have a voice. And while its not as kickass as her website, hello-karyn is still my home on the web. This blog has given me a voice to talk about issues with bipolar, weight, pcos and borderline personality disorder. It has given me so much to look forward too and to vent and be me.

So with all that said, I do have some plans for this blog, and I have some things I’d like to look into. But I am here to stay!

So update on everything in my so-called life. I went to login to hello-karyn and it was suspended! OMG This is so NOT COOL, I’ve been wanting to blog every day, multiple times a day plus get my e-mail that’s associated with my domain name.. and.. nothing. Pay pal address had been mixed up and thus suspended account. Everything is fixed as you can see. Thank god. So anyways, I got my tax refund check in the mail, and everything is paid off in full bill wise. My domain is now taken care of and I’ve been throwing myself full force into Radio Hybrid and my own show The Night Owl Club. Jet and Wayne moved out, on good terms thank you very much.  They got offered a place to live with space for them to have their own room, which sure beats the hell out of sleeping in my living room.

The down side is that I am now forced to do everything on my own. That’s not a bad thing by any means. I just am so over whelmed that I don’t know where to start and end up saying EFF it. But I’ve decided to start to make to do lists.  This makes things a lot easier because A) I can mark things off as I do them and B) I can put things in order of importance. The dishes will mold and stink in this heat, so they get done first. The dog needs to be walked at least three to four times a day (every few hours) so that’s also up there in to do lists. Then there is homework that needs to be done, floors that need to be swept and as soon as I get the shampooer back .. then that will be done as well.

I opened up a checking account. This is huge to me, because I’ve been using prepaid debit cards for awhile now and now I am apart of a credit union and have a savings and checking account. This will helping me  begin a savings fund in case of emergencies. I am so beyond excited. Now sadly I have to go do homework…

I’ve been downloading plugins for wordpress like mad tonight to try to keep everything organized and to make sure it stays that way. Does anyone know anything about live journal crossover plugin? I have several livejournals and a dreamwidth and have no idea how to go any future then install. Crappers! Any plugins or themes you’d recommend?

I’m back biiiiitches! Yes Hello-Karyn.org is back up and running! I really missed having this domain name and no matter what nothing fit, nothing worked, and this is just home. I plan on venturing into paid blogging so this is me opening up my domain! Not a lot has been going on with me, besides work, talking every night except tonight with my dear friend who I’ve known for 11 years. I can’t believe that Christmas is 13 days away! Holy crap!  Where has this year gone? It seems like just yesterday I was waking up in the arms of my ex boyfriend thinking I was the luckiest girl in the world! Now? I’m still the luckiest girl in the world but a lot wiser!